Yet my life keeps nudging me back into contact with the mainstream world in a myriad of ways. This life does not seem to be about sitting on a mountain top and achieving my own enlightenment. Instead I keep getting urged to participate in what appears to be a very chaotic and often times meaningless reality. When this happens I often find myself feeling lost & depressed in my attempt to find purpose in a world steeped in consumerism, politics & addictions. So for me it is important to create ways in my life that allow me to integrate these polarities.
I do not claim to be a master of anything...so if that is what you are looking for than there is no reason to stop here. But I am deeply called to be honest about my experiences & feel compelled on a Soul level to attempt to use words & images to communicate whatever insights or wisdom may flow through this life.
The thing that I love about this electronic medium is that it can change & adapt just as quickly as I do. It is hard for me to comprehend writing anything that would remain true for a long period of time other than brief insights or images that come through from some dimension beyond my human existence. So it feels very fitting that I allow a new form of expression to arise that is focused far more on this sense of integration than specifically on eradicating trauma & the myriad symptoms that often come with it. I am grateful for all of my training in this area and know first hand how powerful and beneficial these techniques & processes can be in allowing the nervous system to re-set itself in the wake of the big and little incursions inevitable during a human life.
Yet it is time for me to acknowledge that my calling is more Spiritual than therapeutic. For I have found that this process, in my hands at least, seems to draw us into the deeper recesses of our unconscious minds and hearts and bodies. Instead of simply soothing a wound on the surface, it penetrates its depths to discover what gift it is bringing us. And in this we find the liberation to begin to hear the truer calling of our Souls. This is why it is time to nourish the arising of a new venue for our interactions which is called SomaPsycheSoul. Blue Earth Awakening will remain as a website dedicated to offering free resources for anyone who is suffering from Trauma, Anxiety, Panic and PTSD. But now there will be another place for us to meet & interact more deeply about our lives, our experiences and our dreams.
So I invite you to visit www.SomaPsycheSoul.com, but only if what you desire is to dive deeper into life & share your experiences with others. No longer am I concerned about the numbers games that seem to drive social media in the "progress for the sake of progress" illusion. So check into your SomaPsycheSoul & see if this resonates. If it does I think we've got a lot to learn from each other.