There are things we have experienced in this lifetime (& other lifetimes) that were more than we could bear. During those times the imprint & memory of the event was stored in our bodies & nervous systems. Over time our Souls offer us opportunities to revisit these old imprints in order to gain liberation of the energetic distortion that resulted from these buried aspects of our original Self.
Sensory stimuli like smells, visual images, & sound, especially music from a certain time in our lives, can trigger this unconscious material & help to release it. So our ability to pay attention to what our bodies are trying to tell us, whether it be by dis-ease, illness, unhappiness or any other disturbance can always lead us into direct contact with the keys to our own liberation.
I was utterly surprised as I ventured deep into the internal recesses of myself to find that there was unsung music from a time in my life when my Soul was readying itself to leap forth into life as a young & passionate woman. Instead, certain events caused her to recoil in shock & shame & instead of blossoming she began to disappear. As these old areas were accessed I was delighted to find these songs flowing from my lips, unheard & unuttered for decades, yet every word, note & subtle intonation recalled with remarkable precision. If you asked me to utter any tidbit of knowledge from my 12 years of public education I would have come up blank, yet here were these songs, preserved in their original purity, flowing forth unabated!
So once again I am astounded by the wisdom of this organism & how it holds what is required for our liberation within every cell & synapse. The key, as always, is our willingness to discover what is already here awaiting our loving attention. How direct our route to freedom will be.....none can say. And many people, processes & practices can help point us in this direction, but only we can choose to open our eyes & see what is here, to open our ears & listen to this message from the depths.....without denial or indulgence. What can blossom from this inner meeting is unpredictable & limitless, but indeed more valuable than gold or riches of any kind.