As I now am offered the opportunity to send them out into the world to be “adopted” by loving parents my heart is torn apart. I have had them with me for such a short time! It is as if I am only to be the birth mother and others will live and grow with them. The unfulfilled mother in me wants to surround myself with them and bask in their love as a surrogate for the Divine Love that my heart truly seeks.
So I slowly relinquish the illusion of my hold on them and realize that I truly am simply the vessel that they were meant to flow through as an entrance into a world filled with suffering. For their Divine Purpose is to attend to the sick and ailing Souls of this world and offer what healing and redemptions they can.
Oh what a fast and challenging birth we have had together….these triplets of transformation. A labor of Love indeed, filled with fear as well as the Quickening that comes with Divine Transmission. I didn’t even know if it was be possible when I began to answer this inner imperative. But I knew I had no choice if I wanted to Live…..rather than just survive.
When I first began using paints to express these visions my hands moved as if they had done this for lifetimes! Where was this Gift coming from without years of training and technical mastery? When I was spent and the painting was finished for the day I would sit back and look at it in awe, for I truly didn’t know where it had come from. The were born the way a mother brings a child into the world and looks upon it with wonder and awe at the power of the Universe. This may sound a bit sacreligous to actual mothers of children, but this is all I know of the blessing they have been privileged to bear.
And so I present my triplets to you now……meet Regeneration, the first and oldest of them; Waking Heart, the middle child; and Night Messenger, the wise one who is last but not least among them. They are to serve you and your Awakening. Please treat them with the honor they deserve as messengers of the Divine Creator bearing Gifts for us All!
With Deep Love and Gratitude ♡ Lynn Jeanette Amlie (LJA)